Pencari Kebahagiaan

Terkadang aku membenci diriku sendiri
Yang telah bersusah payah menggapai sebuah kebahagiaan
Namun setelah mendapatkannya
Aku hanya melepasnya begitu saja
Dan memberikannya pada orang lain

Aku tak tahu apa yang telah kulakukan
Karena dalam hidupku, tak seorang pun dapat kuajak berbagi
Aku hanya berbagi suka duka pada diriku sendiri
Belum bisa jujur pada orang lain
Ah, entahlah. .
Aku tak mengerti

Aku ingin menyimpan kebahagiaanku
Tapi aku tak mampu
Pasti terulang lagi
Terus, lagi dan lagi

Let Me Love You

Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with a girl. This romantic guy folded 1000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him, she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she can't visualize any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then ... heartbroken, the guy agreed.

 

*****

When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, just to make something out of himself. Finally, this guy had set up his own company.

"You never fall until you stop trying," he always told himself. "I must make it in life!" One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury saloon. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life.

Before the guy can realize, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and he got out of his car and followed them. And he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his precious paper cranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb...

Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained that she didn't leave for Paris at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he'll make it someday, but she didn't want her illness to be his obstacle...therefore she had chosen to leave him.

She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her. Because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept.

Inilah aku..

Aku tak pernah menuntut banyak kecuali perhatian
Mungkin di matamu aku hanya makhluk yang menyusahkan
Tapi ketahuilah
Aku masih tetap seperti orang yang sama, ketika kau berusaha pergi dan
menghindar, lantas datang kembali membawa asa

Meski aku terlihat tak peduli
Tapi percayalah
Aku masih punya sejuta doa untukmu

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hii.. how are you everybody??? hope you all will be fine always. i forgot to tell..HAPPY NEW YEAR.. well, it is too late. haha. in Indo, now here is rainy season. everyday the rain fall. by the way,, do you like rain???? i like rain very much. it is smell good. also, when the rain fall, i can hear the song of yearning. so sweet. i don't know why. but i likkeee rainnn. i will be busy for prepare my national exam, so can't post often. byeee... nice to meet you again.

JYJ - Found You (Sungkyunkwan Scandal OST) lyrics in English

Honestly, at first I didn’t know,
though it was an accidental encounter
Till now,
I’ve learned more about sorrow than happiness
Though I was full of tears,
I will bring you only laughter
I must have finally found my other half
My heart is racing like this
Found you my love,
The person I’ve been searching for
I want to share a heated embrace with you
Stay still and close your eyes
So I can kiss you on the lips
I love you, it’s you who I love
Found you
The one person I’ll keep by my side
Though I had kept my heart closed,
I’ll give my heart to you
I must have finally found my other half
My heart is racing like this
Found you my love,
The person I’ve been searching for
I want to share a heated embrace with you
Stay still and close your eyes
So I can kiss you on the lips
I love you, it’s you who I love
Found you
The one person I’ll keep by my side
The person who embraced all the painful wounds on my closed heart
I want to love you more and more, for eternity
Found you my love,
The person I’ve been searching for
I want to share a heated embrace with you
Stay still and close your eyes
So I can kiss you on the lips
Stay still and close your eyes
So I can kiss you on the lips
I love you, it’s you who I love
Found you
The one person I’ll keep by my side
Thank you
For coming to my side